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I was drunk again, causing accidents.
Oh, you’re not a friend,
you’re nothing.

I think I should be a little more confident.
In myself,
In my skin.

Take me, take me, home.
Take me, take me, home.

‘cause I dont’ stand a chance in these four walls.
And he don’t recognise me anymore.
Burned out flames should never re-ignite.
But I thought you might…

Take me, take me, home.
Take me, take me, home.

Now he’s moving close,
My heart in my throat.
I won’t say a word,
But I think he knows…
that I’ve hardly slept,
since the night he left.
His body always kept,
mine inside of it.
Keep the nightmares out,
give me mouth to mouth.
I can’t live without ya,
take me to your house.

Take me, take me, home.
Take me, take me, home. (Take, take, take, take.)
Take me, take me, home. (Me, me, me, me.)
Take me, take me, home. (Home, home, home.)

But I thought you might…

Take me, take me, home, home.
Take me, take me, home, home.
Home.

so the other day i met this amazing guy. amazing would probably be a large understatement. we’ve caught up a couple of times and there is definitely something there. he treats me like a princess. spoiling me with cuddles, kisses, cooking and massages. he is honest and caring. he makes me laugh, smile and is constantly full of flattery. he does have some complications in his life at the moment. so he has warned me that his attachment might be restricted. but i find him irresistible and romantic, he challenges my thoughts, he is smart and attractive. and i cant help but notice that i finally gained some joy again. i don’t know where any of it is going. i hope it can head in some sort of direction. all i know is that he makes me feel like me again. i don’t need to hide anything from him. i can say and do anything and he doesn’t judge. how often do you come across someone like this? i might not know where it’s heading. but something tells me that i can’t let go of this one. i promise myself and everyone else that i will look after him like he does for everyone else. i will be what he needs me to be. i will wait and not let go. life is starting to look a little more positive, a little less hard. i think he’s the reason for it too. we’ll see where it goes.

Haaaaa ohhhh
I was looking for a breath of life; 
A little touch of heavenly light
But all the choirs in my head sang “no”
To get a dream of life again
A little of vision of the start and the end
But all the choirs in my head sang “no”.

But I only needed one more touch
Another taste of heavenly rush
And I believe; I believe it so… 
And I only needed one more touch
Another taste of devouring rush
And I believe, I believe it so… 

Whose side am I on; whose side am I?
Whose side am I on; whose side am I?

And the fever began to spread
From my heart down to my legs
But the room was so quiet oh… 
And although I wasn’t losing my mind
It was a chorus so sublime
But the room is too quiet
(Oh, the fever)

I was looking for a breath of life; 
A little touch of heavenly light
But all the choirs in my head sang “no”
(I believe it)
To get a dream of life again
A little vision of the start and the end
But all the choirs in my head sang “no”.

Haaaaa ohhhh
Haaaaa ohhhh
It’s a harder way
And it’s come to claim her
And I always say
We should be together
I can see below
‘Cause there’s something in here
And if you are gone
I will not belong here

And I started to hear it again
But this time it wasn’t the end
And the room was so quiet, oh
And my heart is a hollow plain
For the devil to dance again
And the room was too quiet, oh

I was looking for a breath of life; 
A little touch of heavenly light
But all the choirs in my head sang “no”…